un
recognisable self
WHO ARE YOU
amongst strangers
aimlessly
walking wrapped
in the
protective cloak
of your
kindness.
the
only manageable
INTER
action.
can you tell me
the concept
of who i am
supposed to be.
.
25.4.24
LIVING questions
on a quest for life
itself.
so
attuned to every
ONES
state of being
un
able to hear
ONES OWN.
talking to strangers
in my head
AS IF
we ve not just met.
in
the blink of an eye
i had
written myself dry.
do
you ever feel broken
BY HOW complex
we ve
made THIS PLACE.
.
24.4.24
the form
of
pro
CESSING
is un
KNOWN
be
fore it is
allowed
to come
through.
de
FINE
re
FINE
re
de
FINE
the
definitions
EMPTIED
of content.
.
23.4.24
you were
mis
taking
thinking
this energy
is yours
for
taking.
the illusion
of you is
RELEASED
into
losing
nothing.
is it
naïve to be
LIEVE only
UN
consciously
are people
MANI
PULATIVE.
.
22.4.24
irritation written
across your face.
WHY DOES SHE
have to be + be
have LIKE THIS.
WHY why why.
be
cause it would
be
the end of me
to
be
ALL the things
you want me
to
be.
happily EVER
after
is
a CONSTRUCT
built
to suppress us
into
their STORIES.
.
21.4.24
these marks
anointed
again+again
wont HEAL
until
their
assignment
is
understood
in its three
dimensionality.
WHO EVER
wants
to see
the deep dark
blue.
who.
+ denial of its
EXISTENCE
makes it heavier.
you know its
TRUE
when
its reflected
back at you.
THE WITNESS
re
mains
SILENT
afraid
to break
the broken.
.
20.4.24
what are
the thoughts
in BE
tween
states
of
consciousness
SPEAKING
of
the
sub
CONSCIOUS
truth
producing
itself
out of
the bodyself.
have i always
been like this.
if
the nature
of
my nature
is not OK
with you
what am i
supposed
to do.
.
19.4.24
common sense
depletes itself
of
all SENSE
where we come
to our senses.
who is
the reasonable
PERSON
one
should
IDENTIFY with
+
con FORM to.
.
18.4.24
an inside world
DENIED
its
full colour palette
projects
deep
heavy darkness
onto
the outside world
caging
this
freefalling child
screaming
for the
nourishing ground
of its lost rainbow.
un
re
MOVING clouds
nebulously shrug
in
the chambers
of THE MIND.
what do i know
TO BE TRUE.
.
17.4.24
porcelain MASK
covering distress.
how to make
sense of the mess
when the
senses are a mess.
appearing
like ONE
couldnt care less.
breathless
in a
conditioned dress.
UNABLE
to undress
to address
this.
checked out.
self concept
in DOUBT.
disassociation
as
the one option
to COPE WITH
this situation.
.
16.4.24
as long as
past
PATTERNS
are
projected
onto
the present
the past
is
on replay.
all
the stories
to make
MEANING
of life
may be just
STORIES.
who are
we
to know.
QUEST
ion
everything.
.
15.4.24
BEING
un
reasonable
may BE
progression.
context
matters
+ CAN
change
every
thing.
QUESTION
every
thing.
.
14.4.24
intuition
tends to
BE right
after all.
these
boundaries
burning
until heard
drowning
in
un
availability.
.
13.4.24
some
times
a painful
much
needed
SHIFT
of energy
opens
the
gateway
to
attraction.
.
12.4.24
rest
this soul
DONE
doing
to BE
enough
+ STILL
never
being
enough.
.
11.4.24
what was called
exchange
REVEALED itself
as
a unidirectional
LEAKAGE
of energy
so i built
these
walls too thick
to
break through
+ this is the
breakthrough.
you thought
you had me
FIGURED OUT
but i learnt
to
play your game
BE
fore you knew
it was your game only.
goodbye manipulator.
.
10.4.24
every
ONE
is
doing
so+so
like
so+so
is a
reason
able
reason
to
QUEST
ion
so+so.
.
9.4.24
different
brains
PROCESS
in
formation
differently.
the same
film
playing
OVER
+
OVER
again
un
willing
to resolve.
.
8.4.24
pictures
of
the PAST
fading
into
the un
definable
SEA
of the sub
conscious.
.
7.4.24
where do you
put it
when
you dont know
how to
sort it.
is this
outer conflict
a REFLECTION
of
an
inner conflict.
.
