courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the collaboration with it, the action despite it, the acknowledgement of it without following its suggestions for direction.
Thank you for explaining this Elizabeth Gilbert in Big Magic (currently reading it)
Picture by Henrik Kaalund, 24.2.19, Fürth (Nuremberg)
she had told her story many times.
why she had come (for no real reason)
where else she had been (unknown places)
what she was doing (everything and nothing)
‘wow, that’s so brave of you!’
she felt the opposite, because she knew, she was hiding.
HIDING BEHIND WHAT LOOKED LIKE EXPOSING HERSELF FROM THE OUTSIDE.
she was fake exposing.
rain is falling
cats are calling
SILENT DARKNESS
all you got
the rest you forgot
THE KIND OF REALITY
nothing kind
i don’t mind
GREY FERTILITY
all you see
is left to be
ALONE IN MADNESS
we reside.
give me the strength to carry on
give me the strength to see love wherever I look
give me the strength to create my visions
give me the strength to realize my projects
give me the strength to follow my path, whatever it suggests
give me the strength to go through, what needs to be experienced in order to grow
give me the strength to learn all lessons I need to recognize to progress my journey
guide me to where I need to be
help me to trust my faith
she wished to be there when she was here and here when she was there or somewhere else entirely.
it is probably true, that we’re exactly where we are supposed to be, but to accept that on an emotional level is a whole different story.
tell me all about it.
KNOWLEDGE is collected through all we take in, all we live through, all we exchange.
WISDOM is, when we know, how to digest and make sense of it.
DIGESTION requires time for rest.
physically+mentally
IN THE LIGHT OF LOVE
scars heal
tension releases
tissue rebuilds
blockage washes out
tightness opens
IN THE LIGHT OF LOVE
CLEANING as the spiritual practice of
sorting through, sorting out
LETTING GO
of all what blocks the flow of energy
SPACE-BODY-MIND-SPIRIT
all requires the same
cleansing attention
clearing vision
regaining focus
regeneration
restoration
REST.
why the chair?
people asked.
it had to be there
it wanted to be there
THE STORY WROTE ITSELF.
art can’t be understood from the head,
art is understood from the WOMB OF CREATION,
where creation happens.
COLLECTIVE KNOWLEDGE
UNIVERSAL CREATION
divine force flowing through
why the chair?
is like asking a mother
why that color of hair?
sure, she created the child within her,
but had no influence on its purpose, content, faith.
it’s the same with art.
part of ‘THE LAMENTATIONS OF MY KIDNEYS’
text ‘KIDNEY DISHARMONIES’
CHANGE is inevitable.
we can either ALLOW IT or RESIST IT.
but since it will happen anyways, why using all that energy for resistance?
shouldn’t I be glad to give in, instead of holding back in fear (which in some form is the cause for resistance), as it is supporting my process, my journey?
I catch myself being afraid of losing what I have and even more who I am, instead of realizing, that probably it will even get better through CHANGE as I am GROWING + AWAKENING TO MY FULL POTENTIAL.
a toxic matter
dominating REALITY
ruling materialistic realms
deciding over ACHIEVEMENT
defining SUCCESS
identifying as POWER
a construct built
to VALUE
or to decide what is valuable.
MONEY,
the matter which brought us so far away from WHAT ACTUALLY MATTERS.
what is ( )?
( ) is all you need.
( ) is all around us.
I wanna know what ( ) is.
( ) is the answer.
( ) me tender,
and iiiii will always ( ) you.
guess all the songs + fill in the common word. read the lines to your SELF, give yourself a HUG and be cheesy.
it became more important to her, that she herself approved her own work, rather than what anyone else might think of it.
cause she was her own boss after all, the only reason she was creating at all was her will to do so.
LAH SIE REDÄ @bligg sang - LET THEM TALK.
@coco I challenge you to this new concept of random (Airbnb) bed dancing
Music 🎵: Lah Sie Redä - BLIGG
so two months after CHRISTMAS.
wow.
I’m like a completely different person.
ARE YOU?
the perception of myself changed drastically.
the content of my life altered
-or how it feels to me.
I shed layers.
I added layers.
I kept some in between,
those which felt like me.
when CHANGE comes gradually,
it is less frightening,
because you can accustom to the stages of it.
it became
her stage
her museum
her book
her atelier
Once she released the pressure off herself having to produce a certain way, it started to flow.
Sure, she wasn’t earning anything from that work.
But that’s the thing about art* most of the time, isn’t it?
And quite frankly, she didn’t care, cause that wasn’t the point.
DAMNRIGHT POINTLESSNESS.
(that expression again, oh dear Julia..)
*whatever that means, this is why I call it #writeWHATEVERpractice
ALIGNMENT
= allowing energy to flow through with ease
ALIGNMENT
= maintaining integrity
ALIGNMENT
in the BODY
ALIGNMENT
with the UNIVERSE
it all belongs together.
we are all one.
after-rehearsal-thank-you-dance to the space karmakarma
The beautiful thing about TEACHING YOGA – which is a completely different experience than practicing yoga – is to BE WITH PEOPLE, when they are CONNECTING to themselves. It’s like catching a GLIMPSE OF BLISS.
Letting go can also mean going to places I’m sent to and trusting, that there is a reason for me to go there, even if I can’t see it today.
Maybe it’s a person I meet on the way, an accident I avoid, an important thought I have because of what I see or a lesson I learn.
It is hard to know, what to listen to and to be sure, what ‘trusting the process’ means for me. I guess, that’s part of the game – wouldn’t it be boring, if we always knew?
she just kept going
she didn’t know where
people were wondering
WHY?
not the point
there was no point
DAMNRIGHT POINTLESSNESS
truth is
she had to
no question
no answer
MATTER OF FACT.
if I’m ever to build my own company, it should be called
DAMNRIGHT POINTLESSNESS
Maybe she had not properly released that ANGER and this was the reason why it got stuck in her body.
‘FUCK YOU’, she thought, ‘now I’m sitting here with this stupid blockage and feel immobile.’
Fact is, we can’t change our past, we have to live with it.
We can’t unbreak glass or hearts.
We can’t unmet people – once we’ve met, that will always have happened.
Okay, fair enough, we can unfollow each other on IG.
‘Maybe I need to do a LIVER DETOX’, she thought, ‘or write a forgiveness letter and burn it. Or gather a WITCH CIRCLE.’
Hm, so many options to heal a swollen knee…
