is ONE
content
when
ONE is
content.
con
tent
SIN
tent.
NO(t)
content
NO(t)
content.
is
creating
content
content
creating.
NO(t)
content
NO(t)
content.
.
2023
+ we STILL
dont
know
HOW TO
fully
APPRECIATE
(our own)
vulnerability.
you saw
the same colours
as i did
+ thats
HOW
we were
on the same page
reading
the
same paragraph
over
+
over
AGAIN.
it
took me
two min
to
de
CONSTRUCT
your mask.
every
thing
is a question
of
per
SPECTIVE
is
where we meet
AGAIN.
.
if we
under
stand
consciousness
as a
PRO
CESS
living
consciously
is
in
herently
process
oriented
un
bound
to out
COME.
we see
WHAT
we perceive
we perceive
WHAT
we see.
what are
thoughts
made of.
.
full videoperformance: https://vimeo.com/ondemand/projectephemeris2023/833050372
peace
is
the NATURAL
state
of
consciousness.
peace
is
always
AN OPTION.
+ wouldn t
it
BE NICE.
+ shouldn t
it
BE EASY.
+ couldn t
we GIVE
our
selves peace.
.
OTHER
worldly.
miss
BE
haved.
relentlessly
longing
to
BELONG
any
where
at all.
oscillating
oscillating
BE
tween
the spheres
of my
under
statement.
+
i hold you
close
cause
you re
the
only place
i KNOW
to pour
my
STARDUST
into.
.
inter
dependence.
if
every
thing
+one
is connected
in
dependence
is
an ILLUSION.
.
un
earthed.
that
VIEW
was
never
mine.
+
i miss
every
VERSION
of me.
GROUND
me
in
the womb
of
for
EVER
more.
.
no thought
is
permanent.
nor
does
it
need to be
REPEATED.
(like
all matter)
to identify
with matter
is
an
INSECURE
attachment.
.
to expect
PEOPLE
to be
what they
ARE NOT
is
the trap
of
dis
ap
pointment.
you have
NO IDEA
how many
con
VERS
ations
i had
with you
in
my head.
.
drowning
in no
thing
where
i AM
no one
+
no one
can
reach me.
listening
to
consciousness
i heard
BS energy
may BE
returned
to
SENDER.
a disrespected
BOUNDARY
might
get back at you
+
TRANSFORM
itself into a wall.
.
to grief
possibility.
rejection
does not
get
EASIER
just
familiar.
is my
per
CEPTION
of things
in
accurate.
+ i have
outlived
another
ILLUSION.
.
refined
sensing
enriches
experience.
the highly
re
ACTIVE
body
absorbing
a
wide range
of infor
MOTION
asks
for
DENSE
processing.
.
GIVE ME
a
break
at the
break
ing
point
of
break
ing
down. through. free.
the
beliefs
you
HOLD
about
your
self
MIGHT BE
un
TRUE.
every
ONE
MAY
think
+feel
what
ever
they
want.
.
idk how to
HEAL
the wound
of dis
connection
to self.
as
the outside
world
is
more+more
connected
connection
to
the INSIDE
world
is lost
in the CASUALTY
of
a single
scrolling motion.
the pain
of
a broken heart
from
NOT HEARING
the self
hits
home
once
acknowledged.
constant
streams
of information
HAVE
never
helped
any
one.
ARE YOU
with me.
.
full videoperformance: https://vimeo.com/ondemand/projectephemeris2023/829819432
my
boundaries
screaming
in burning
red
did
not KNOW
how
to
CONTAIN me.
this soul
is divine.
learning
un
learning
re
learning
to
balance
on
the
FINE
LINE
be
tween
wholehearted
+ boundaried.
if you re
VIBING
+
you know
it
PROTECT
your
ENERGY.
.
to
approach
the
moment
with
no
AGENCY
over
its
UN
FOLDING.
to
let
go
of trying
to control
its
out
COME.
out
we
COME
in
any case.
.
please
STOP
sending
me
emails.
i want
to empty
my mind
not
my
mailbox.
i want
to read
BOOKS
not
ANYones
comment
on
my body.
no piece
of me
can be
possessed.
this body
is
ALREADY
taken
by
conscious
ness.
+ i let
all
the toxicity
flow
out of me
cause
it is
NOT MINE
to host.
.
did
you
believe
the
lies
you were
TELLING
me
down
by
the RIVER
in 2020.
i
OUTGREW
you
philosophic
ally.
you
OUTGREW
me
materialistic
ally.
end of story.
NO
story.
except
for
i KEPT
writing
MANY.
.
stillness
reveals
CLARITY.
we have
the choice
to
remove
our
SELVES
from
emotion
ally
draining
situations.
we have
the choice
to BE
come
conscious.
.
strange.
e
stranged.
drawn to
strangers.
RELEASE
me
into
the forest
of
never
have i
EVER.
free
FALLING
from
grace.
what
re
sides
WITH
in
re
sides
WITH
out
+
intention
is
meaning
LESS
if
you dont
mean it.
how
dare you
BE
so mean.
.
