some
connections
come
with
the PURITY
of dancing
on a purple
cloud
TOGETHER.
every
crisis
offers
the CHANCE
to
grow
OUT
of it
+
re
ALIGN.
.
protect
this soul.
BOUND
ONLY
to the
bound
ARIES
of the
frame
work
of my
own
FIELD.
contain me
i m dis
embodying.
.
the
NATURE
of
NATURE
including
the
NATURE
of
our own
NATURE
is /
could be
should be
would be
homeo
STASIS.
.
WELCOME
to
my silence.
make
your
SELF
un
comfortable
if
YOU
really
need
to.
you re
WELCOME.
.
un
HEARD of.
i drown
my SELF
in
the comfort
of
un
availability.
the ONE
who
cannot
BE
reached
cannot
BE hurt
cannot
BE
heard.
un
heard of.
.
witnessing
WHAT IS
instead of
WHAT IS
not
allows
for
FAITH
in
the potential
of
this moment
to
ARISE.
.
where
have we
begun
to FALL.
get me
BACK
to
where
we are
MADE
of stars.
all thoughts
equally
constructed.
FALLING
from
grace
every
TIME
i have one.
.
make
an effort
to
regulate
your
SELF
so
no one
ELSE
has to
metabolise
your
(emotional)
stress.
+ are you
EVEN
aware of it.
processing
of
experience
works
THROUGH
the whole
BODYSELF.
.
full videoperformance: https://vimeo.com/ondemand/projectephemeris2023/834371848
to
feel
time
PASSING
like
a
rush
hour
train
but
not
know
HOW
much.
IS IT
important
what
time
IT IS.
what
time
IS IT.
.
is ONE
content
when
ONE is
content.
con
tent
SIN
tent.
NO(t)
content
NO(t)
content.
is
creating
content
content
creating.
NO(t)
content
NO(t)
content.
.
2023
+ we STILL
dont
know
HOW TO
fully
APPRECIATE
(our own)
vulnerability.
you saw
the same colours
as i did
+ thats
HOW
we were
on the same page
reading
the
same paragraph
over
+
over
AGAIN.
it
took me
two min
to
de
CONSTRUCT
your mask.
every
thing
is a question
of
per
SPECTIVE
is
where we meet
AGAIN.
.
if we
under
stand
consciousness
as a
PRO
CESS
living
consciously
is
in
herently
process
oriented
un
bound
to out
COME.
we see
WHAT
we perceive
we perceive
WHAT
we see.
what are
thoughts
made of.
.
full videoperformance: https://vimeo.com/ondemand/projectephemeris2023/833050372
peace
is
the NATURAL
state
of
consciousness.
peace
is
always
AN OPTION.
+ wouldn t
it
BE NICE.
+ shouldn t
it
BE EASY.
+ couldn t
we GIVE
our
selves peace.
.
OTHER
worldly.
miss
BE
haved.
relentlessly
longing
to
BELONG
any
where
at all.
oscillating
oscillating
BE
tween
the spheres
of my
under
statement.
+
i hold you
close
cause
you re
the
only place
i KNOW
to pour
my
STARDUST
into.
.
inter
dependence.
if
every
thing
+one
is connected
in
dependence
is
an ILLUSION.
.
un
earthed.
that
VIEW
was
never
mine.
+
i miss
every
VERSION
of me.
GROUND
me
in
the womb
of
for
EVER
more.
.
no thought
is
permanent.
nor
does
it
need to be
REPEATED.
(like
all matter)
to identify
with matter
is
an
INSECURE
attachment.
.
to expect
PEOPLE
to be
what they
ARE NOT
is
the trap
of
dis
ap
pointment.
you have
NO IDEA
how many
con
VERS
ations
i had
with you
in
my head.
.
drowning
in no
thing
where
i AM
no one
+
no one
can
reach me.
listening
to
consciousness
i heard
BS energy
may BE
returned
to
SENDER.
a disrespected
BOUNDARY
might
get back at you
+
TRANSFORM
itself into a wall.
.
to grief
possibility.
rejection
does not
get
EASIER
just
familiar.
is my
per
CEPTION
of things
in
accurate.
+ i have
outlived
another
ILLUSION.
.
