what are
the thoughts
in BE
tween
states
of
consciousness
SPEAKING
of
the
sub
CONSCIOUS
truth
producing
itself
out of
the bodyself.
have i always
been like this.
if
the nature
of
my nature
is not OK
with you
what am i
supposed
to do.
.
common sense
depletes itself
of
all SENSE
where we come
to our senses.
who is
the reasonable
PERSON
one
should
IDENTIFY with
+
con FORM to.
.
an inside world
DENIED
its
full colour palette
projects
deep
heavy darkness
onto
the outside world
caging
this
freefalling child
screaming
for the
nourishing ground
of its lost rainbow.
un
re
MOVING clouds
nebulously shrug
in
the chambers
of THE MIND.
what do i know
TO BE TRUE.
.
porcelain MASK
covering distress.
how to make
sense of the mess
when the
senses are a mess.
appearing
like ONE
couldnt care less.
breathless
in a
conditioned dress.
UNABLE
to undress
to address
this.
checked out.
self concept
in DOUBT.
disassociation
as
the one option
to COPE WITH
this situation.
.
as long as
past
PATTERNS
are
projected
onto
the present
the past
is
on replay.
all
the stories
to make
MEANING
of life
may be just
STORIES.
who are
we
to know.
QUEST
ion
everything.
.
BEING
un
reasonable
may BE
progression.
context
matters
+ CAN
change
every
thing.
QUESTION
every
thing.
.
intuition
tends to
BE right
after all.
these
boundaries
burning
until heard
drowning
in
un
availability.
.
some
times
a painful
much
needed
SHIFT
of energy
opens
the
gateway
to
attraction.
.
rest
this soul
DONE
doing
to BE
enough
+ STILL
never
being
enough.
.
what was called
exchange
REVEALED itself
as
a unidirectional
LEAKAGE
of energy
so i built
these
walls too thick
to
break through
+ this is the
breakthrough.
you thought
you had me
FIGURED OUT
but i learnt
to
play your game
BE
fore you knew
it was your game only.
goodbye manipulator.
.
every
ONE
is
doing
so+so
like
so+so
is a
reason
able
reason
to
QUEST
ion
so+so.
.
different
brains
PROCESS
in
formation
differently.
the same
film
playing
OVER
+
OVER
again
un
willing
to resolve.
.
pictures
of
the PAST
fading
into
the un
definable
SEA
of the sub
conscious.
.
where do you
put it
when
you dont know
how to
sort it.
is this
outer conflict
a REFLECTION
of
an
inner conflict.
.
the bodyself
continuously
manifesting
itself
every moment
ANEW
innately knows
what
the next STEP
to take
is.
.
BEWARE
not only
of
what is said
but also
how it is said.
for when
the
FREQUENCY
is
not matching
the said
it is not
to be trusted.
is
this empathy
a learned
behaviour
to pull people
in
/ IS IT REAL.
.
some
times
doing
the
BARE
minimum
is
good
ENOUGH.
no
ONE
has to
proof
their
worthiness.
.
chronic
suppression
of ones own
nature
might
BE CAUSE
for
exhaustion.
where
is it safe to BE
you at
your own pace.
.
is this
my truth
/ has
it
been
projected
onto me.
.
what do
we
TRULY
know
about
the nature
of
reality
when it
SHAPE
SHIFTS
at
the speed
of light.
.
