no thing
seems clear
in the
FOG of fear.
TWO cycles
of
the MOON
FOR things
to
play out as
they always
do.
is this good
bye.
.
25.3.25
as it
appears
i can dis
appear
patiently
awaiting
the
DE
com
POSITION
of a
threshold
i fail
to uphold.
HOLD ME
when i fall
a
part.
hold
onto
me when i
dis
SOLVE
.
24.3.25
the UN
ex
pressed
re
MAINS
re
pressed.
WHAT
may
BE
may
leave.
WHAT
we
RESIST
does
persist.
.
23.3.25
is any
ONE real
about
HOW
they deal
with what
they feel.
is any
ONE real.
.
22.3.25
my bones pretend to be sore
from replaying NUMB/ENCORE
WHAT FOR do you want more.
the heart promptly closes its gate
is this. is this. my fucking fate
to re enact an old old STORY
FEELING like the opposite of glory.
e
MOTIONALLY disassociated
as if they had me SEDATED
THIS situation is so outdated
WATCH ME plastic smile through it
the only valid strategy when i misfit.
running far BE fore the pain can hit.
call me mad. call my crazy.
i guess save just isn t sexy.
do i only get TO BE FREE
be
tween the lines of POETRY.
.
21.3.25
are WE
HERE
to
express
balance
as the
EVER
moving
process
of
holding
SPACE
for
polarities.
.
20.3.25
INVEST
the self
in what
invests
in
the self.
.
19.3.25
what is re
surfacing
FOR trans
formation
+ rel
EASING
into
the ether.
some
things
won t
make
sense
no matter
how they
re turned.
.
18.3.25
tell me
what this sign
is TRYING to
tell me.
for the SAKE
of
synchronicity
when
i think of you
do you think
of
me.
my
phone makes
me
LOOK better
than REALITY.
.
17.3.25
DOES
controlling
connection
come
controlling
connection
come
controlling
connection
come
WITH
the loss of
it.
.
16.3.25
diving into the
SUB
conscious SEA
WITH
in me
i com
prehend what
they
MEANT when
they
sang
OCEAN child
seashell eyes.
.
15.3.25
the same pattern on
repeat
but lets just ignore it.
+
isn t it
easier
to blame it all on her
the HYSTERICAL girl
than
to examine your own
e
motional mechanisms.
.
14.3.25
is THE WAY
to
GET OVER it
to
go through it.
what
DO YOU tell
them
when
they
ask about me
+ TRUTH
is
we dont talk.
.
13.3.25
when
you know
you know
do you
THOUGH.
CLARITY
where
are you.
+
are you
are you
for real.
.
12.3.25
acceptance
of what is
comes with
the LOSS
of
what is not.
GROWTH
in
cludes the
letting GO
of out
dated
versions of
SELF.
how do you
move
through the
loss of
ILLUSION.
.
11.3.25
LISTEN
to the BODY
not
the thoughts.
+ WHEN was
the last TIME
the last TIME
the last TIME
you told some
ONE the truth.
.
10.3.25
losing ONE
SELF
in
losing ONE
SELF.
so out there
is
so in HERE
where home
coming
is depleted
of meaning.
+ we KEEP
functioning
as if
that was the
point of it all.
.
9.3.25
pure light
radiating from
the
CORE of being
is all en
COMPASSING.
where we meet
in clear SIGHT
bathe
me in BRIGHT
deep blue de
LIGHT.
.
8.3.25
what if EVERY
ONE is doing
their best with
in the context
of
their knowing.
.
7.3.25
the com
promised self
experiencing
life as a com
PROMISE
cant be a true
OPTION.
what do
YOU MEAN
w/ secure at
TACHMENT.
this
is not utopia.
.
