one can only read what one
is willing to SEE. idk how to
MAKE SENSE of the senses
as i watch the familiar walls
RISING
around
a heart
too scarred to be exposed
to moonlight. LIGHT ME up.
no
one can take away from me
what i put into my POETRY
+ so i pour my emotionality
into
this safest place for it to be.
.
let it
move on
to
move on.
FOR
things to
shift
they may
feel un
STABLE.
.
feeling tender
around letting
go
speaks of the
CAPACITY to
CARE deeply.
.
is it
is it
is it
the natural
FORCE of
magnetism
or
chestrating
what
ONE
is drawn to
merge with.
.
life com
POSES
+de
com
POSES moments
into a seemingly
un
related series of
motion pictures
one a
SPIRES to make
meaning OF. un
HELD a
midst the MESS
we are dancing
limbo.
for a moment it
all made sense
THEN it passed.
.
ONE may
let things
wash
through
+ see
where
ONE
is
taken to.
.
every
ONE may BE
lieve
what
ever
what
ever
what
ever
they
want.
human reality
is
finite.
do you look
at the moon
WHEN i do.
.
tending
ex
tending
into the
VAST di
mension
of
sensation
in
the vacuum of
i fail to
under
stand
TIME passing
like
water through
the
touch
of the softest
hand.
.
pre
tending is
ex
HAUSTING.
pre
tending to
NOT FEEL
versus
tending to
HOW i feel.
tending to
my
tendencies.
HERE we
fall AGAIN.
.
in the process
of re
CLAIMING
part of self
the PRIOR
abandonment
is brought
to LIGHT.
what lies in the
sub
conscious
re
MAINS un
KNOWN
until it surfaces.
.
a hundred times
who am i.
a hundred times
goodbye.
every one+thing
is
up for changing.
where to are we
shape SHIFTING.
.
staying PRESENT
w/ the
mess is
the way through
it
as one navigates
what e
merges moment
arily. up
holding
the self w/ grace.
.
when intuition
is
trusted
cosmic support
is
coming
in. some things
are
not
to be analysed.
.
come HOME
to
where are we
HERE.
every
thing may
be symbolic.
no
thing may
be symbolic.
you
have no idea.
drawn to
drowning IN
the sensation
of
what ceases
to
make sense.
LIFE IS what
ever LIFE IS.
.
a situation
con
sidered to
BE REAL
must in
clude the
REALITY
of ones
being.self
denial is a
dis
tortion of
REALITY.
is
REALITY
all
inclusive.
.
+so it goes.
i can t
re
MEMBER
this version
of my
SELF. is it a
vision.
+so it goes.
+so it goes.
+so it goes.
.
most of what the
BODY stores re
mains in the sub
conscious SEA.
where does one
where does one
access
the answers. idk
how to
read these signs.
.
the PLANETARY
weather
throws me in to
THE delusional
it s now / never
state
OF anticipation.
is there
CONSISTENCY
in
attachment / are
we all too broken
HERE. baby let s
play house
takes an
afternoon to BE
come exhausting.
.
what about
feeling
ONES way
for
ward WITH
in the oc
curring
CIRCUM
stances
versus en
forcing a
PLAN un
met
+under
funded
by
the uni
VERSE.
.
i know what
i think + NO
one
can take that
a
way from me.
i m afraid it s
JUST a game.
i m afraid it s
not
JUST a game.
.
