THERE IS
always un
conscious
MATERIAL
ex
pressing it
self
THROUGH
the
bodyself.
un
beknown
until
reclaimed.
where ARE
YOU being
held safely.
.
17.8.25
places
KNOW
who
was
THERE.
songs
con
SERVE
situations.
people
KEEP
leaving.
it is all
related.
it is all
relative.
i seem to
relate
relatively
un
relatable.
.
16.8.25
how is this
A LIFE.
things ask
FOR
change +
idk where
TO.
idk where
TO.
how is this
life.
.
15.8.25
the body knows
the body re
MEMBERS.
the body knows
when
it is time to LET
things sur face.
idk
HOW TO TRUST
this ++ it is also
the way through
it.
carry me HOME.
.
14.8.25
blank walls lend
THEM
selves
as the canvas for
shadow to crawl
up
on out of the sub
conscious sea on
to
the shores
of
my oblivious DIS
ILLUSIONMENT.
HOLD onto me
i can t
HOLD onto me
TIME
less soul where
are you resting.
.
13.8.25
in alignment
MAGNETISM
works. the op
posite is also
TRUE.
what if it was
a dream.
what if it was
REAL.
is this back to
square one.
where does
one come un
done.
as perception
is
subject to the
subject
there is
no finite truth.
.
12.8.25
work
with
what
there
is.life
ap
pears to be
a
CONSTANT
construction
site. SOME
one
any
one
TEACH me
how to cry
grace fully.
.
11.8.25
for a literal fortnight
there we were.
this
is a literal reference.
i have no reference.
every
thing is standing still.
am i
just
PRE
tending to BE HERE.
.
10.8.25
a HUNDRED
times
IS THIS good
bye.
here
we go FOR
ever. here we
go for
EVER.
a HUNDRED
times here
we go.
IS THIS good
bye for EVER.
.
9.8.25
TENDING
to what
s ENDING.
all of what
we re
MENDING.
are we just
pre
TENDING.
realities
are
blending.
what am i
de
FENDING.
.
8.8.25
it is as it is.
is it as it is.
temporary.
stability is
a dynamic
PROCESS.
it is as it is.
is it as it is.
.
7.8.25
reality is failing me
/am i failing reality.
LIFE is absurd
in
its expression
+ i
allow it to BE.
reality is failing me
/am i failing reality.
.
6.8.25
floating be
sides
the self
FAILING to
place
the self.
where am i.
memories
are about
to FADE
into a long
gone past.
.
5.8.25
as waves of grief
wash
over
this shaken body
every
thing
re
fuses
to make SENSE.
idk how to cope
with the noise of
emptiness. +boy
+boy
what
ARE
YOU looking for.
.
4.8.25
in
the acceptance
of
how inherently
un
defined matter
is
un
certainty might
shine
a light on what
matters. where
ARE WE going.
.
3.8.25
LIFE plays
in un
fore
SEE
able ways.
.
2.8.25
why cant we
just BE here
/
what are we
doing HERE.
the
obsessive
desire for
novelty is
a strategy
TO ESCAPE
the present.
why cant we
just BE here
/
what are we
doing HERE.
.
1.8.25
things wont
EVER
be as
they were +
it may
be for
the best of
us. one BE
comes
interesting
when ONE
stops
trying
to be
interesting.
.
31.7.25
burry me+
watch me
dis
solve BE
neath
the earth
i ve had
enough.
idk
how else
to
re
compose
this body.
+ i
watch my
self un
plugging
from
electricity.
.
30.7.25
the e
merging
of fields
merging
is wider
in depth
than the
sum
of them.
con
tain me.
.
