excitement
sold TO US
as a long term goal
is in
herently short lived
+there
fore unsustainable.
if
excitement
is nt ROOTED in a
continuous flow of
depth
it has you LIVING
FOR the next high.
seek
slow paced TIME
LESS connection
where you re held
in your
BEING
not in your doing.
.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
in
STEAD
of
trying to
be some
one
may
one
just BE.
.
take care of
which CON
TEXT you ex
POSE your
nervous
system TO.
regulation
is
a relational
PROCESS.
.
every thing
is
INTER
connected.
HENCE IN
dependence
is
an idealistic
ILLUSION of
the lone wolf
archetype.
the capacity
TO DEEPLY
connect TO
others
stands
on the depth
of
connection
to self.
the process
of
individuation
may take a
LIFE TIME.
.
no space.
no TIME.
things
were lost on me.
were they worth
it.
no space.
no TIME.
same old story
+we know that.
it is
ALL
so timely.
no space.
no TIME.
.
every
one is
doing
the best
they can
w/
the tools
they
have.
examine
the tools.
.
in
reality
reality
keeps
changing
at
the speed
of LIGHT.
.
ONE doesn t
know clarity s
ARISING
until it kicks in
with its
CRYSTALLINE
sharp edges.
running
through
my veins
its EDGINESS
almost
sliced me open.
.
there must be
a
CONSISTENT
place w/in
which RE
mains un
TOUCHED by
the bs
cause
it s
bigger
than ALL of it.
every
thing
is SYMBOLIC.
read the signs.
.
intuition told me
to go for
what was a fore
seeable disaster
/ did i choose to
hear
the wrong thing.
e
MOTIONS pass.
love is not an e
MOTION. love
is
a frequency BE
yond our
relational DYS
functionalities.
.
all what
could have been
went
to the wasteland
of
useless thoughts
+
got lost in its soil
where
the vagueness of
being
KEPT guessing is
draining its
potential VITALITY.
.
in OVER
thought
turn TO
the wisdom
of the body
in its ebbs+
FLOWS
of
processing
TOWARDS
alignment.
.
it s the little girl
with her fantasy
that in the
darkest MISERY
eventually some
one would know
how to run after
me
WHICH IS OFC
fucking
ILLUSIONARY.
is it
is it
is it romantic to
choke on
ones own tears
when crying
the self to sleep.
.
the washing a
way
of a
potential LIFE
TIME. are we
rising
from
the GREIGE
ashes of ALL
that s falling
a
part. +what s
ON the other
side of
this de
composition
must
BE GOLDEN.
.
once one sees
a pattern
one cant
un
SEE it.
once one sees
a pattern
one is free
to break it.
.
STANDING
amidst
circles.
BONDING
through
motion.
where does
the
intelligence
of the body
SPEAK
to
SPEAK
to
the psyche.
.
ac
knowledging
what is
allows
it
to pass.
HOLD these
SITUATIONS
w/ com
passion
for the
momentary
experience.
.
the motion
of
STILLNESS
is the
responsible
response
to things
ac
celerating.
WHEN we
let things
go // they
ARE FREE
to happen.
.
the point
OF LIFE
is
to
be there.
.
as
the scent of summer days
+
a handful of songs are RE
placed by the reality of un
availability
HUMANITY seems to be
losing itself
in all this fucking casualty.
the stirred up sand settles
on the ground of the SUB
conscious
sea.
who
feels secure is paradoxically
free.
.
