life as a
process
is not
LINEAR.
process
ing MIGHT
circle back.
.
life as a
process
is not
LINEAR.
process
ing MIGHT
circle back.
.
poetry un
published.
thoughts
un
worthy of
having.
empty my
cup.
it s leaking
SERENITY.
may
BE
you
ghosting
me
is setting
me FREE.
thank you
very much.
.
let it
in to
let it GO.
pick it up
TO put it
down.
that which
is
accepted
may
be trans
FORMED.
.
note.note
to self. re
MAIN un
HINGED.
.
gently GUIDE
your attention
to
what THERE is
in
stead of
what THERE is
NOT.
what is now is
what we have.
even
when
ONE
wants to DIS
appear crying
hold on
TO self.
are you w/me.
are you w/me.
.
signs HOLD the
significance AS
signed to them.
did we
sign UP for this.
.
IN vest your
energy
where there
is resonance.
is
it a FANTASY
/
is
it
is
it part of me.
.
find
ME
on the bottom
of the
SUB
conscious sea
i ll BE
busy
falling
back into the
UNI
verse.
.
releasing
is a
full body
process
re
turning
IN THE
spiralling
CYCLE
of the
seasons.
.
excitement
sold TO US
as a long term goal
is in
herently short lived
+there
fore unsustainable.
if
excitement
is nt ROOTED in a
continuous flow of
depth
it has you LIVING
FOR the next high.
seek
slow paced TIME
LESS connection
where you re held
in your
BEING
not in your doing.
.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
i m not
MAIN
stream.
in
STEAD
of
trying to
be some
one
may
one
just BE.
.
take care of
which CON
TEXT you ex
POSE your
nervous
system TO.
regulation
is
a relational
PROCESS.
.
every thing
is
INTER
connected.
HENCE IN
dependence
is
an idealistic
ILLUSION of
the lone wolf
archetype.
the capacity
TO DEEPLY
connect TO
others
stands
on the depth
of
connection
to self.
the process
of
individuation
may take a
LIFE TIME.
.
no space.
no TIME.
things
were lost on me.
were they worth
it.
no space.
no TIME.
same old story
+we know that.
it is
ALL
so timely.
no space.
no TIME.
.
every
one is
doing
the best
they can
w/
the tools
they
have.
examine
the tools.
.
in
reality
reality
keeps
changing
at
the speed
of LIGHT.
.
there must be
a
CONSISTENT
place w/in
which RE
mains un
TOUCHED by
the bs
cause
it s
bigger
than ALL of it.
every
thing
is SYMBOLIC.
read the signs.
.
intuition told me
to go for
what was a fore
seeable disaster
/ did i choose to
hear
the wrong thing.
e
MOTIONS pass.
love is not an e
MOTION. love
is
a frequency BE
yond our
relational DYS
functionalities.
.
all what
could have been
went
to the wasteland
of
useless thoughts
+
got lost in its soil
where
the vagueness of
being
KEPT guessing is
draining its
potential VITALITY.
.