it s dear julia
i don t get how
WE GOT HERE.
it s dear julia
idk how TO RE
PAIR what s always been
broken +RE
PAIR is not in our culture.
it s dear julia
i m too scared
of your INNER
process to ask about it.
it s dear julia
why did you
stop functioning.it was
so convenient.
it s dear julia
i m lying to
people when they ask
about you BE
CAUSE i don t KNOW
how you are.
it s me
writing this to my
self be
cause you cannot.
.
let the light in
+breathe it in
to thy cellular
matrix.in time
matrix.in time
matrix.in time
less
con
VERSATION
connection
is never lost.
.
when it s all a fog
of situations
where DO THOU
COME
HOME
centre.
don t we love to.
to fall FOR.to fall
for the illusion of
what could BE in
stead
OF facing reality.
.
in
FUSE
jupitarian
frequency in
to the space
to the space
which
is up for
expansion.
VERSUS
all there is
BE
longs to this
moment.IF i
moment.IF i
BE
long to no
ONE
at least i BE
long to self.
long to self.
.
TO SEE what s
needed::re
needed::re
duce the noise.
there is magic
in the sensing
in the sensing
of STILLNESS.
.
in the
darkest soil
endings are
alchemised
INTO
beginnings.
LOSS
opens THE
field
for light.re
for light.re
generation
speaks OF
letting GO
to RE
ceive.
LOSS
opens THE
field
for light.re
generation
speaks OF
letting GO.
.
what a time
line.
what a LIFE
time.it feels
what
ever
FOR
ever.
what
ever
FOR
ever.
what
ever if thou
don t GET
me cause i
ve got me.
.
in the shedding
of truth there is
space
to RE
ceive.
are thou w/me.
are thou w/me.
are thou w/me.
.
the sub
CONSCIOUS
sea is always
IN
MOTION.sup
MOTION.sup
PRESSED e
motion freezes
the WATER OF
the body.look
the body.look
at ALL THE
frozen people.
.
if thou want to be
lieve the narrative
of the village who
raised me to hate
my
SELF.PLEASE help
thy
SELF.
said cassandra+re
turned
to her tower.when
she died EVERY
one
GRIEVED their IN
ability to SEE her.
ability to SEE her.
SEE HER wisdom.
.
THERE
is peace in
EVERY
one grows
one grows
at their
own PACE.
don t rush
the plants.
.
note SYN
chronicity
as
it weaves
together
moments
in time in
in time in
to a time
LESS con
VERSATION.
may
be thy soul
be thy soul
is GOLDEN.
.
GUIDE w/
presence::
the subtle
body re
body re
COGNISES
authentic
frequency
as cellular
re
SONANCE.
.
THE SUB conscious
THE SUB conscious
conscious
sea might
see more.see more
see more.see more
than one
can think
of.intuition acts up
of.intuition acts up
on the IN
formation
gathered
by THE permeable
SENSING bodyself.
.
create space
FOR miracles
w/in+w/out.
create space
FOR miracles
w/in+w/out.
create space
FOR miracles
w/in+w/out.
.
DO i have to die
for thou to wake
up.are thou scared
up.are thou scared
of
my depth.screams
the guilt of not pro
tecting thou from
tecting thou from
my TRUTH. +i can
hear thou through
the ETHER
twisting my words
in
to thy victimhood.
.
what
i see
i can
t un
SEE.
it is all OF
MY colours
/none OF
them.haha i
them.haha i
m
done trying
to BE good
ENOUGH::
what
i see
i can
t un
SEE.
.
SEEK REST
in the TIME
LESS sense
of this is on
pur
pose.where
pose.where
pose.where
do thou
come home.
come home.
.
it took FOR
EVER to un
freeze.now
freeze.now
these
thighs ARE
heavy
w/grief.the
w/grief.the
un
FAMILIAR
holds pro
GRESSION.
.
OB
serve the
places of
relation
WHERE
relation
WHERE
thou get
closer to
essence
OF SELF.
.
