17.3.19

“Hey, look, it’s nice of you to show up now that I’m alone and there is somewhat space for you, but I don’t need you to come back. We’ve had enough time together – remember my puberty?! In retrospective, yes, you’ve taught me a lot about myself, you were a relevant reason why I went on the journey I went on and took certain directions. Thank you for that. Please leave now”, she told the slim, tall figure dressed in gothic style black.

She sighed as she closed the door. When was Mrs Pleasure finally coming over? She had enough of all these shadowed characters knocking on her door.

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‘If the story we tell ourselves becomes our reality’, she thought as she was putting on some healing music, ‘I should just start telling myself a different story. One which I like.’

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She had gone there, because she needed some LIGHT. Then that’s what was waiting there for her – unexpectedly, or probably as a result of her intention.

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You should meditate more often, do more yoga, sing mantras, journal and all that…

OR maybe you should just FUCKING CALM DOWN for a second and stop trying so hard to do everything correctly.

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This is the trailer for my solo THE LAMENTATIONS OF MY KIDNEYS, which has been requesting a slow process and still is. However, this is where I am now. Video material from Henrik Kaalund.