the incapability to HANDLE
such intimate matter
+ figure out HOW TO
brought her mentally
TO HER KNEES.
wasn’t this supposed to be
easy + COME NATURALLY?
wasn’t this supposed to be
ENJOYABLE?
in her case
it had mostly been
a painful
FUCKING PROCEDURE.
+ she was DONE with
enduring that pain.
YET, she felt ashamed.
on a completely different note:
TRUST, that what you’re putting out into the world,
will arrive exactly where it is supposed to.
music: I Never Loved This Hard This Fast Before – Tami T