23.5.20

I knew 

my thoughts 

weren’t true. 

 

somewhere 

in my mind 

THERE 

had to be 

different ones. 

 

I MEAN 

comefuckingon. 

 

sick of 

validation + justification 

for EXISTENCE. 

 

hitting 

the same walls 

in my mind, 

tired of running. 

 

SURRENDERING 

to the vastness 

of nothing at all. 

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music: Take Me 

To Church

by Morgan James 

+ Scott Bradlee

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