is it edgy
to STAND
on
the edge.
where do
you
put
the worst
OF
thoughts.
.
10.5.24
9.5.24
ALL the
solutions
are
existent
in
the ether
wanting
TO BE
realised.
as
the self
realises
it
realises
how to
realise.
.
8.5.24
such a
clear sign.
such an
unclear
message.
are these signs
misread.
are these signs
random.
are these signs
MEANT TO BE
SIGNS.
is making
MEANING
of life
an illusion
that
RANGES
from
full of purpose
to
FREE FALLING
into
the bluest
DEPTH
of the sub
conscious.
.
7.5.24
FLOORED
by what if
questions.
throwing
ice
like ELSA
until every
one
replicates
the frozen
heart
KEEPING
me
from re
SOLVING
into
the rivers.
.
6.5.24
all of this
to realise
THERE is
an
other way
of under
standing
TRUTH
out there.
who
ARE YOU
when the
LEARNED
be
HAVIOUR
falls away.
.
5.5.24
DEPTH of
connection
is un
BOUND
to
length of
TIME.
.
4.5.24
things
may BE
figured
out as
they
COME.
.
3.5.24
things
come
when
we re
ready
FOR
them.
.
2.5.24
primary ways
of RELATION
are
how we learn
to RELATE
+ are likely
to RELATE
a
CROSS
all interaction.
.
1.5.24
some
times
it
MAY
be better
to
LET it go
in
stead of
trying
to FIX
what
has not
BEEN
working.
MAKE
space
for new
things
to
come.
.
30.4.24
what has it
EVER
taken
to a
waken
a
frozen heart.
trying to be
GOOD
enough
for
an outer
SOURCE
projecting
their IDEA
of you
on
to you
is not
an effective
use
of inner re
SOURCES.
are these
my VOICES
in my head.
.
29.4.24
idk the answers
idk the TRUTH
idk the un
known BE
neath the sur
face BURNING
to e
MERGE
in
the darkest
of the night.
where
is the LIGHT.
.
28.4.24
accumulated
resentments
CLUTTER
the bodyself.
news letters
which contain
no news
AT ALL
+
are no letters.
are you
serious.
.
27.4.24
streams of
information
hitting
the frozen
SILENCE.
how high
can it get
this fence.
UNHEARD
of.
GONE
unnoticed.
.
26.4.24
un
recognisable self
WHO ARE YOU
amongst strangers
aimlessly
walking wrapped
in the
protective cloak
of your
kindness.
the
only manageable
INTER
action.
can you tell me
the concept
of who i am
supposed to be.
.
25.4.24
LIVING questions
on a quest for life
itself.
so
attuned to every
ONES
state of being
un
able to hear
ONES OWN.
talking to strangers
in my head
AS IF
we ve not just met.
in
the blink of an eye
i had
written myself dry.
do
you ever feel broken
BY HOW complex
we ve
made THIS PLACE.
.
24.4.24
the form
of
pro
CESSING
is un
KNOWN
be
fore it is
allowed
to come
through.
de
FINE
re
FINE
re
de
FINE
the
definitions
EMPTIED
of content.
.
23.4.24
you were
mis
taking
thinking
this energy
is yours
for
taking.
the illusion
of you is
RELEASED
into
losing
nothing.
is it
naïve to be
LIEVE only
UN
consciously
are people
MANI
PULATIVE.
.
22.4.24
irritation written
across your face.
WHY DOES SHE
have to be + be
have LIKE THIS.
WHY why why.
be
cause it would
be
the end of me
to
be
ALL the things
you want me
to
be.
happily EVER
after
is
a CONSTRUCT
built
to suppress us
into
their STORIES.
.
21.4.24
these marks
anointed
again+again
wont HEAL
until
their
assignment
is
understood
in its three
dimensionality.
WHO EVER
wants
to see
the deep dark
blue.
who.
+ denial of its
EXISTENCE
makes it heavier.
you know its
TRUE
when
its reflected
back at you.
THE WITNESS
re
mains
SILENT
afraid
to break
the broken.
.
